let's call it off.

do you agree, let's call the whole thing off.
the conversation turns into a tense, uncomfortable moment..
you don't know what to say, or even do, he's quiet and so are you.
he asks you want you want from him, and you don't even know.
you don't want a relationship but you want him, and you want sex but you want a little bit more. to explain that to him is impossible, all you want to do is answer to your true potential. the only thing you can do is sit there, staring into space, while a tear runs down your cheek and chin..
you ask him what he is thinking about, he responds that he's thinking about the first time that you ever chilled with him, and the tears turn into rivers, that wash away your pain, fears, and worrying thoughts.
and then you realize that you can't let it go, you just can't call it off.