like i trust in you.

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i know you want me, you think about me in your mind.
you show me sides that push me way, while drawing me inside.
your fingers moving over my body painting, the paint dripping off the tips leaving spirals and patterns, my lips on your body drawing the life out absorbing all that i can. one o'clock, three o'clock, four the hands spinning out of control, sanity quickly running out of sight. holding my body up, legs wrapped around yours, we want each other more than ever before, slowly going to bed with me still in your arms. the screams wake up the neighbours and the roommates, the pillow is the only thing that can smother it, it just expresses what i feel for you. making love to you is all i want to do. lets bring this day to a pleasant end, i've waited all day just to hold you, for me loving you and you loving me.
could it be i'm falling in love with you, i doubt it, its just a weekend that should last for days and months but it won't because we're from two different worlds, you see me as the girl that has it all there but the tends to everything that she wants including you and you the boy that has it all there but tends to be the jerk at all times unless its in the confinded walls of your room. darling you will be the one that wakes me up with a cold sweat from the horrifing dream of you not being here for me. then you continue to hold me until after sunrise, the sheets falling over the bed and the smells lingering in our noses.

the night over, and go back to our happy homes, and pretend like we are nothing more than just friends