feeling again.

having you there laying in my arms, head on your chest..
not talking just there on the bed, you stroking my arm as you squeeze me tightly.
the feeling i your finger against my forehead moving the misplaced hairs out of my face. with every s unforgetable, my body doesn't know what to do, how to breathe, to turn closer or pull away.
the sensation ofslight turn i make you glance at me to make sure i am alright, when our eyes catch its as if time slows down completely, i don't want to turn away but i don't want to draw attention to us having a connection surrounded by friends.
somehow it feels like we've had something going on since the day we met, ended up always in a pair.
the truth is i don't know what it is, theres something different about me, that pulls me towards you.. it could be that you are everything that i wanted in a boy but grew up, learned different and found you.
the truth of the matter is i have a crush on you, and i'm too scaried to tell you whats on my mind, the most important part is that your innocent heart makes me want to be a better person just for you.

this feeling is something i've felt before and i love this feeling again.