is it the love that follows me, taunts me with every turn.
i go to work and see you pick up my co-workers,
i go to school and see the younger you in the cafe,
i go to the dentist and see you framed up on the wall.
i can't escape it, the memories haunt me every chance it gets to creep in to my head.
the past loves, the ones that seemed like they would never end.
the faces of the lovers that have come and gone..
how can you go on as if we never had anything, to you it seems as if i was just a toy, or a game that you can turn off and on with the flip of a switch.
the girl you came to know is no longer her, she's changed and learned from the lessons you taught her.
single life has no drama, no disappointment.
you showed me that that's the only way i can survive in this world..
lonely and insecure, love and support is something for the nieve and young.
a dream that is found when you aren't looking for it, but not when you need it.
take or have it stolen from you.
i just want my lonely life back, where you can't hurt me anymore.
love is no longer a want, its a curse and a disease that's affected me for too long.
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