just how i feel about you.

tossing and turning in bed, waking up drenched in a cold sweat, laying there longing for you.. what am i suppose to do ?

tried to go with the flow, but i just couldn't totally commit to that.
the fact of the matter is i like you.. it might be obvious to you.
it's not the same as it is when i like others, it feels right with you..
your touch, your being, just feels right to me.

this is more than a physical attraction or a physical connection, it's just intoxicating.
you make me nervous and confused, i lose games that i can easily win, i'm speechless at times.
i can't take my eyes off you when i'm with you, maybe it just that i can't believe what i feel for you.
i don't feel like this ever.. i know it's not love or infatuation.. your just different from others i've met in my life so far i guess.

and when it comes to other girls, i'm cocky, they have nothing on me..
they just don't meet up to what i can deliver, i'm one of those girls that you only meet here and there, yet still in the back of my head i think about the fact that we do live a ways apart..

to be honestly, i just wanna be happy, and i'm not saying it has to be you that makes that want come true because people don't always get what they want but wouldn't it be a lovely thing, maybe i'm the only one that thinks so..

i'm embarrassed, i don't know what your doing to me, i know the feelings not mutual.. but i had to express myself somehow, where you can't interrupt or reply.. i need you to hear me out.

you have something over me.
it may fade or grow, it's up to you.

but once your done reading this, just tell me how you feel..